January/February 2020 | Page 22

A Night on Everest This climber was lifeless, as I now believe the other was. And then, just minutes later, another motionless climber was lowered down by multiple Sherpa. Pega and I continued climbing, not saying a word. After a while of steep terrain, it became rocky as well. That just compounded the difficulty and slowed us down. It also jacked my heart rate as I tried to move over rocks. When it’s just ice, even steep ice, it’s easier to just move smoothly up. Take two steps, slide the ascender and then repeat. With rocks, it’s a large step up, pull on the ascender, one or two steps, pull on the ascender, take another large step or two, pull on the ascender. It’s more disruptive and more physical. Luckily, the rocky area ended, and we were back on plain old steep ice, with a light snow covering. Ahead of me I could see the glow of other climbers’ headlamps. I was trying to see where 20 the Balcony was. We would stop there and swap out my oxygen tank for a fresh bottle and I would get a break. Nobody behind or in front of me was talking. Because I didn’t have my watch, I couldn’t tell if we had been climbing two hours or four hours. Each time it would look like we were coming to a crest, I would expect to be at the Balcony. Each time it would be a false landing and the climb would continue in silence. I knew I was supposed to eat and drink, but there was nowhere to stop. I decided to pull out an Espresso Cliff Shot, rip it open and squeeze the contents into my mouth. At least that’s what I intended to do. What really occurred was that I had trouble opening the Shot pack because I wasn’t willing to take off my mitten liners. When I couldn’t open the pack with my hands, I resorted to tearing it with my teeth. I was able to get a small opening and attempted to squeeze it in my mouth while we JA NUA RY/F E B R UA RY 2020 | P EN N S YLVA N IA D EN TA L J O U R N A L were still moving uphill. Because the climbers ahead would take a few steps and then stop, those of us behind would do the same. I thought that I could suck down the Cliff Shot when we paused. I didn’t get much in my mouth, but I did notice that I had more on my gloves and on the outside of the package. I managed to put the sticky pack into my right outside breast pocket. I would realize later that I also had my camera and emergency medicine in that pocket. I had a similar problem when I climbed Cho Oyu. The result was a sticky mess all over my camera. I concluded later that no matter how hard I tried to plan I was still stupid at altitude. We passed more climbers that had stopped as we did earlier in the night. I could not tell if they were done with their summit attempt or if they were resting. We kept moving.