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INSPIRATIONAL
TALES
reality, constant failures and constant
disappointment, I have found constant interpersonal relationships. They are the
basis of my values, passion and dreams.
frustration, my longest and most loyal
companion.
It is almost a battle.
The process has been tedious, hideous,
and
shadowed
with
unwanted
embarrassment and shame. Growing up
has been awfully demanding that a lot of Life has not been an easy journey. And
I reckon it is not but a miracle if we
believe so. It is miraculously full of
surprises and gifts as long as one is
willing to explore its bright side. I am
grateful that I have a life to feel and
experience. I thank God that I was given
times it drained away most, if not all, of
my energy. It made me sick, scared and
weary. All the time. But I have realized— my life to learn the hardest lessons. I am
glad that I can enjoy the freedom to
choose how to react to uncontrollable
after my entry to grad school—that all of
those darkest and most disposable
memories are necessary evils in my life.
They made me the person I am today. It
is the training in those hurtful moments
that has built my strengths—my life circumstances. I feel blessed that I
could have gotten rid of the shades and
even if I were still trapped, I would not
be helpless and insecure anymore.
In the first two years of the coming
decade, I believe there will be numerous
understanding of human nature, my
ability to have realistic expectations, my
toughness
towards
failures,
my
willingness
to
admit
my
own
weaknesses, and my readiness to accept,
to make changes, to communicate and to
contribute. Each of these is a precious
fruit
born
from
painful
life
lessons, which served great significance
to my current studies and future career
path, and to my current and potential confidence-undermining obstacles in
our path of studies and practicum. I
hope to try my best: to study as hard as
possible, learn as much as possible and
to devote to what life has granted me—
including my chance to do a Master’s
degree. I hope to stay strong and calm
with my peers, strive for the best results
together, and to grow with them. I am
ready to communicate, to love and to
share.
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