Inspired Magazine November | Page 6

POETRY FREEDOM OF INNER BEAUTY beauty speaks from your heart and inner - self as who you truly are deep inside that sweet innocent person you try to deny is living out her dream to be herself please don’t try to crush me as i walk away to much pain i already take from my past to where i stand now i want to be freed not locked up in some cage i just want to be me i want to live not die slowly because of your belief i may have those same beliefs but we’re far different i love to love most of everyone and anyone as i can no matter the hurt and pain they’ve caused me do what Jesus did loved everyone no matter whom that caused him great pain though his great love is all we need what i need i need to live and be free i want to love freely and to be free to marry whom i love and free to be who i am i’m tired of trying to be someone i’m not for you is it a crime to be myself is it you say i’m your daughter but dont seem like it much to me for what i feel from your actions im a disgrace to you i’m nothing that you’ve wanted sure you see most people around are straight for most of what they say but dont seem much like it a poem like this is my true feelings of me and how i view things sure i may get bullied it’s really nothing new it seems to me that it still happens to me from past to today i can get used to it but trying to get used to not having my rights is gonna take time i dont want to get used to that i want my freedom as they say we have but it’s a BIG FAT LIE the TRUTH where is it because i can’t see it if you love me as your daughter i should be able to be myself freely without feeling disgraced BEAUTY AND LOVE is from within if everyone can show it this world wouldn’t be so chaotic it’s hard to feel strong when you’re feeling broken by those that you thought would still love you no matter what dreams are being crushed no where to go if you can help make eyes shine bright and not fade into dullness maybe you can love with no regrets of what other’s thought that’s why i have no other choice but to make myself strong by doing all i can to love myself when i see you don’t signs of weakness you cant give as strength when you’re blinded take some time to think and realize the words that you’re saying and try to be a help to many lives that are being crushed by cruelty if you truly love than show me that you do and dont just say it because want to see and feel that you do otherwise i may not be your true daughter if i’m not how you’ve ever wanted of me all i dream of more is to be free to be me De’Andra, 18 12th Grade Warren Central Indianapolis, IN 6 Inspired /InspiredKidsIndy /inspiredkidmag