Insite Magazine February 2016 | Page 52

LOVE and LOST LOVE When Valentine’s Day is Hard By GARY ROE A h, Valentine’s Day. A day celebrating love and romance. A day for cards, chocolate, and flowers. A day of hope, or perhaps disappointment. All of us are wired to love and be loved. No wonder this day touches us deeply. We long to hear or read the words, “Be my Valentine.” But what if we’ve lost someone? What if our Valentine is gone? This day of hearts, chocolate, and flowers can be one of sadness – a reminder of loss that brings pain instead of joy. Death, divorce, abuse, estrangement, or loneliness can turn Valentine’s Day into an emotional minefield. We long for what we had, or grieve what we never got. We’re angry about how things are. Add some guilt into the mix, and the day can become a recipe for discouragement, depression, and despair. If Valentine’s Day is challenging for you, what can you do? Many people choose the easiest option: hide and wait it out. This is perhaps our most 52 INSITE FEBRUARY 2016 natural reflex when wounded and hurting. But it’s not healthy, and we know it. Others choose to run. Some run into another’s arms. Others flee to someone or something to deaden the pain. This, of course, is another form of hiding, and therefore not a good option. There is a third possibility: Use Valentine’s Day instead of letting it use you. Meet the day head on, and use it to help you heal and grow. How? Here are four suggestions: Make the decision to face the day and do something positive with it. The Grinch couldn’t stop Christmas from coming, you won’t be able to stop Valentine’s Day either. How can you use the day in a way that fits where you are right now? Make proactive choices. You get to decide w