INSIGHT Magazine May 2015 | Page 12

Performing INSIGHT Directed by Matt Blaskowkski up. I played two shows as Killer Cam and the Invisible Man, and the invisible man was Trace pressing play to my tracks. That’s when I had the idea to blend the songs as a whole and make the mixtape. Beach Party took off after that and it was the last thing on my mind. What led to the song choices? It started two years ago, writing songs down, this is something I want to use for the tape. Beach Party was going to cover “Heartbeat” by Childish Gambino and I called it for my mixtape. They were like, “Oh, so you’re going to do that?” Two years later, here it is. There’s stuff I ended up using in other ways, like “When I’m 64” by the Beatles was originally at the end of the mixtape, and I had so much fun playing it I just had them let it go until the end. I put that out by itself on Tumblr. I’m doing it by myself. I’ve never done anything like this by myself and it’s scary. Of course, I can’t sell it, I don’t own the music. I just want to make May 2015 the music for me. I’ve always loved hip-hop and R&B, even with Beach Party and any band I’ve been in I’ve kept a hip-hop frame of mind, the beats, keep it simple and then add on to that. I noticed that the tape isn’t, I wouldn’t call it reserved, but it’s like you decided to do your best to make the music sound good instead of showing out and making it about you. Everybody is always talking about not ripping it up and going nuts and saying, “You didn’t go crazy and we know you can.” I think there are two reasons I didn’t go ham: I didn’t want to overcomplicate it, I just want to put it out and let people know Cam the Invisible Man is alive and he’s out there. I want to try and get gigs with it, other bands and studio work, a way to say, “Here I am, here’s what I can play to and I know how to back off.” And I wanted it to be something that everyone could listen to, something your mom can listen to, your INSIGHT