I stood on the edge
of nothingness,
I wallowed
in complete isolation,
Wandering through fields
of empty space,
Just to experience
the desolation.
The vastness of reality
always eluded me
As I stared out
into the abyss,
Full of memories
long since forgotten,
Full of extraordinary
emptiness.
I recognised
those changing seasons,
They drew me closer
to despair,
When it seemed like
my depression
Would kidnap me
and leave me there.
Like feeling the pain
of loves lost
When the sun
would scorch my heart,
When every embrace
I encountered
Meant my sanity
would soon depart.