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who moves to Iowa and befriends a library lady, and develops a life-long love for books. Its small cast and empathetic story of a young migrant farm worker met our specific touring needs and were timely for the current political climate. We met many obstacles when trying to do a bilingual TYA play. First, we had to consider the political ramifications of doing a play about the Latinx experience in a politically- charged environment. Secondly, we were not granted the production rights by the publishers to produce Tomás and the Library Lady. As I reflect on this experience, I am aware of the practical obstacles we had to overcome (like the increased calendar for standardized tests) but more broadly, I am aware of the larger role that institutional racism played in attempting to do a racially diverse TYA play. How do TYA artists, dedicated to doing social justice-themed plays, stay committed to their core values in a heightened political environment? Our campus, like many across the U.S., was feeling the after effects of a polarized nation. In 2017, our school produced West Side Story, and cast white actors to play the roles of Anita and Maria. The students responded strongly on social media and demanded that the faculty and administration be more aware of issue of race and casting on our stages. Our TYA production would be the first production that was specifically about characters that were people of color to follow West Side Story. I was the producer, and my student, Devyn Ward, was the director. We both identify as white cis-gender females. In an early meeting, Ward expressed her nervousness of being a white director and doing a play about people of color. Ward considered doing a play by Finegan Kruckemeyer, a white male playwright from Australia. Kruckemeyer’s work has been on my list of plays to produce for many INCITE/INSIGHT 18 years, and his poetic words are nothing short of brilliant. With the political climate in our department and in our country, we certainly paused as we considered our options. Doing a play by a white playwright would be the easier choice, and we would reduce our risk of treading difficult conversations about race and making mistakes in casting or in the production process as white people. That was a real fear and the stakes were high. As Brené Brown, research professor at the University of Houston, reminds us, “People are opting out of vital conversations about diversity and inclusivity because they fear looking wrong, saying something wrong, or being wrong. Choosing our own comfort over difficult conversation is the epitome of privilege and it corrodes trust and moves us away from meaningful and lasting change.” Katy Waldman, author of The New Yorker article, “A Sociologist Examines the ‘White Fragility’ That Prevents White Americans From Confronting Racism,” also explores the theme of discomfort when she cites the work of author Robin Diangelo: “She argues that our largely segregated society is set up to insulate whites from racial discomfort... Unused to unpleasantness... they lack the ‘racial stamina’ to engage in difficult conversations.” If we did not choose Tomás, would we be purposely avoiding difficult conversations about race? Why were we so afraid? What larger forces kept us in a place of fear, rather than in a place of abundance, bravery, and social justice? How do we keep ourselves in our safely protected bubbles? With the urgency of our political climate, this was no time to choose comfort over difficult conversation, and so we chose to press on with Tomás and the Library Lady. We felt that now, more than ever, we needed to use theatre as a vehicle of empathy to allow young people to connect with the story of Latinx immigrants. Together, Ward and I put a plan in place to work to include people of color in all roles that required this identity. We immediately contacted a freshman theatre education major, Jose Hernandez Alvarado— who identifies as Latinx and as an immigrant—to see if he wanted to serve as assistant director. He agreed and was essential to the casting, rehearsal, and touring process. We also connected with the acting faculty to make sure we had enough actors who identify as Latinx to play the roles in the play. With the support of our administration, we felt confident in our choice to produce Tomás and the Library Lady. However, our next roadblock was met when the publishers refused to grant the production rights. The dispute was over one clause in the contract. Because UNC is a state institution, all disputes must be settled within the state of Colorado. UNC (a large state-run bureaucracy) did adjust some of the publisher’s demands. However, because of numerous state laws, they could not compromise on this point. After numerous follow up calls and emails, we were hopeful that the publishers would be willing to adjust this one clause, but in the end, they were unwilling to do so. Because of the decision of literary agency Curtis Brown LTD, 1,500 students in Colorado did not see the work and story of three Latinx authors: Pat Mora (original book author), José Cruz González (playwright), and Tomás Rivera (real life inspiration of the book). Their story, their voice, was silenced. This experience brought up many questions for me as a TYA artist: Who are the gatekeepers of racially diverse work? Why? What can artists do when they see powerful institutions unwilling to make changes so that racially diverse work can be seen? What is an artist’s responsibility to speak up when they see injustice? How can TYA artists