"In Coenaculo" - Silverstream Priory (November-December 2015) | страница 4

Our Provisional Oratory Homily at the Solemn Profession of Dom Benedict D Benedict, my dear son, when the time came for us to choose a date for this momentous rite, this life–changing action, this second–baptism, we passed in review the various feasts of late summer and, in the end, rightly chose today’s incandescent feast: the Transfiguration of Our Lord. The festival of the Transfiguration — and the radiant mystery it sets before our eyes — has long been considered, in both East and West, wonderfully emblematic of the monastic life. om The Lord has led you, as once he led Peter, James, and John, up into a high mountain, and to a place apart. You have, over the past five years, experienced the «hard and arduous» things of this ascent: bruised feet, weary bones, fatigue, discouragement, darkness, and storms. Nothing of what the psalmist describes in the psalm chosen by Saint Benedict for Compline is foreign to you now: «the terror by night; the arrow that flieth by day; the pestilence that walketh in darkness; the sickness that destroyeth in the noon-day» (Psalm 90:6). At the same time, you have experienced the tender providence of Jesus who, in leading you on this most unusual journey to a place apart — from the mountains of Denver to the plains of Tulsa, and from the plains of Tulsa to the green pastures of Silverstream in County Meath — has given you constant and unmistakable signs of His presence and touching manifestations of His mercy. Today, the Face of Jesus shines for you more brightly than the sun and clothed in a raiment whiter than snow. Today you contemplate him with eyes of faith, washed clean in tears. Today, for you, there is a bright cloud: the overshadowing of the Holy Ghost. Today, for you, there is a mystic passage through death into newness of life. Today, for you, there is the voice of the Father coming from the cloud: «This is my beloved son; hear ye him». Today for you, there is the reassuring touch of Jesus’ hand and, in the ear of your heart, the unmistakable sound of His voice, saying: «Arise and fear not». Today, for you, there is an inward brightness; like Peter, James, and John on Thabor, you shall lift up your eyes, and see no one, but only Jesus . . . nisi solum Iesum. Once this sacred rite of «The Making of a Monk» is over, you — again like Peter, James and John — will necessarily leave the heights of Thabor for the homely and humble monastic quotidian: obedience to the relentless sound of the bell, dedication to the Divine Office in season and out of season, adoration of the Most Blessed Sacrament, work, and lectio divina, and all of this in a newness of life that cannot be described. Only one who has lived it can grasp its meaning. Expertus potest credere. And only one who has consented to this life of death knows that what the world judges death is superabundant life, and that what the world sees as folly is the highest wisdom. PAX in remembrance of my solemn profession & monastic consecration, according to the rule of our holy father benedict, on thursday, the sixth of august, in the year of our lord 2015, feast of the transfiguration of our lord jesus christ, at si lverstream priory, co. meath, ireland THE REVEREND DOM BENEDICT MARIA ANDER SEN T He Name of Jesus is more than light, it is also food. Every food of the mind is dry if it is not dipped in that oil; it is tasteless if not seasoned by that salt. Write what you will, I shall not relish it unless it tells of Jesus. Talk or argue about what you will, I shall not relish it if you exclude the Name of Jesus. Jesus to me is honey in the mouth, music in the ear, a song in the heart. Also it is a medicine. Does one of us feel sad? Let the Name of Jesus come into his heart, from there let it spring to his mouth, so that shining like the dawn it may dispel all darkness and make a cloudless sky. — Saint Bernard Orate pro me, peccatore, ad Dominum Jesum! Pray for me, a sinner, to the Lord Jesus!