IMAGINE Magazine SprIng 2017 • Vol. 3, no. 1 ImagineMagazine-Spring 2017 | Page 8

f i r s t p e r son Rwanda: Youth Stories Build a Peaceful Future B y J oanna H orton M c P herson We aren’t actors I stood totally frozen and embarrassed. Seventeen Rwandan teenagers lined the room in chairs with their arms crossed. I’d invited them to join me for a game in the middle of the room and they didn’t move. I felt like I was keeping them in prison by the way they behaved. I began asking them to introduce themselves. Only a few spoke. I’d never experienced such a failure in leading a theatre work- shop before and contemplated stopping the program right then and there. Lissa, too, my student whose family brought me here, whispered and giggled with her friend. Why aren’t you helping me? I screamed in my mind. Lissa is a tall, outspoken and funny Rwandan girl. We met when she arrived in my office at the inter- national boarding school where I was the dean and acting teacher. She was one of several girls who’d bonded with me and each other in the school acting group. They all began sharing stories from home, developing trust and con- necting with each other. Lissa talked often about her country—the culture, the people, the language, the genocide. Lissa begged me to come see her coun- try. When we commemorated the 8 IMAGINE l spring 2017 Rwandan genocide in April last year, Lissa’s mother and I began emailing each other. We agreed a program like this would be great in Rwanda and I made arrangements to go. Despite welcoming this new program, the executive director of the youth organization I joined for the week warned me, “We don’t ‘do arts’ in Rwanda.” Because education and economics are the best path to their future, youth have little interest in such hobbies. No problem. I’d been working with teens for fifteen-plus years doing theatre. My friends were in disbelief that I loved working with teens so much, despite their resistance and at- titudes. In fact, teens are such home- ground for me, the workshop process was that much more enjoyable when met with a challenging group, reticent to be drawn out. I went confident that I would help these teens play, express themselves, trust one another and tell great stories. I knew that I’d learn a lot, but I had no idea how much. It was clear the cards were stacked against me in the first ten minutes. These were very articulate, well-dressed children of diplomats and officials. I found out they were