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Islamic fundamentalism and its use of terrorism would come to gravely undermine an international commu- nity’s hope for a peace dividend in a Post Cold War Era. Springtime in Paris It was then I began to fundamentally question the efficacy of the worldview that international competition could result in international peace. I slowly began accepting the grave error in that rationale. After graduation, I accepted a consulting assignment in Paris, but became increasingly agitated by what I perceived to be my participation in a worldview that I no longer adhered to. It was, then, in the Parisian springtime that I came to a crossroads. I was living in the hallowed artist quarter of Montmartre, right at the base of Basilique du Sacré-Cœur. I vis- ited museums and galleries, attended concerts in the city’s cathedrals, and let the words of writers, poets, and existentialist philosophers revive a creative quickening in me that I had lost since childhood. I decided to quit my job and move to California to align my actions with my inner passion. I became an artist. For years I immersed myself in the joy and personal peace of landscape oil painting and running my own gallery on Balboa Island in Newport Beach, California. Always, however, the unrest in the world haunted me as it does all of us in some manner or another. Clearly my expe- riences abroad had tuned my personal antenna to be sensitive to conflict and threats to peace in distant places. More psychologically significant, though, was my family history. Silent Night he granted me as an amateur, sixth- grade journalist. For five nights he Both of my parents had grown up as poor subsistence farmers in a bucolic hamlet in Luxembourg. During World War II, my father was imprisoned by the Nazis and eventually sent to a concentration camp. He was not Jew- ish, homosexual, handicapped, politi- cally dangerous, or any of the things Hitler did not tolerate. In fact, he was a seventeen-year old, Roman Catholic farm boy walking home from Christ- mas Eve mass. The Germans suspected someone in the town of working with the resistance movement, but did not know whom. Ten men were seized as reprisals and my innocent father was caught in the roundup. recounted everything he could recall about those dark times in the camps. Those discussions resonate with me to this day. They continue to inform my perspective on the innate good and bad seeds in each of us, and the waters that cause the respective seeds to germinate and ultimately grow. In his own loving way, my father was being a great peacemaker. My father was sent to prison and scheduled for execution. That Christ- mas Eve night he stood in crowded prison cell and listened to a lone, drunken German soldier in the dis- tance sing Stille Nacht, Silent Night— the lyrics “sleep in heavenly peace” piercing the night and reverberating within the icy cell. By a strange twist of fate, he would not be executed, but was sent to a labor camp instead. He endured unspeakable horrors. Rather amazingly, he escaped and survived a myriad of illnesses and malnutrition. He then worked for nine years to earn enough money to immigrate to the United States. He came with nothing but the unbridled conviction to seek peace and opportunity for himself and his future family. I have always had an enormous amount of respect for my father and gratitude for the loving sacrifices he made before his passing in 1995. Ultimately, one of his greatest gifts to me was the series of interviews Bending the Arc Seven years after leaving the business world, on that fateful September 11th, I stood aghast in my apartment in beautiful Newport Beach, California, as I watched on television the towers collapse. The world was in a mess and it did not seem like there were any voices with answers. As my years of landscape painting proceeded, a long simmering inspiration to artistically express my gratitude for the voices in the wilderness that did have answers began to effervesce. In January 2012, I began creating a collection of oil paint- ings depicting great peacemakers. The goal was to study and present those who have changed the world through peaceful efforts, those who coura- geously spoke up, stood up, and lit the lamp of hope. I began researching each figure substantially so as to find inspiration for compositions depicting them. I also began videotaping the paintings as I worked on them and writing about the achievements of these luminaries. I began to notice the influences many of the peacemakers had on each other. Martin Luther King, Jr. once famously stated, “The arc of the moral universe IMAGINE l FALL 2018 5