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ABUSE MAGAZINE Todd said she “wanted to die so bad” when her dad found her in a ditch. She drank bleach when she went home and had to be rushed to the hospital to have her stomach pumped, she said. “After I got home, all I saw was on Facebook--’She deserved it. Did you wash the mud out of your hair? I hope she’s dead,’” she wrote. Todd said in her video that she did not want to press charges against the girl who beat her up because she wanted to move on when she moved to another city and school. She moved to another school in another city, but said the torture followed her through Facebook. Students posted photos of ditches and suggested she try another bleach. said in a statement earlier this week, “At this time it has been determined that the teen’s death was not suspicious in nature and that foul play was not a factor.” sands of tips” they have received since Todd’s death. Police have opened a probe into Todd’s death and “anyone that had contact with her” before she died. Of particular interest is a man who convinced Todd to flash her breasts, took a screen grab of the moment and used the photo to cyberbully her for years. In her video, Todd described using webcam chats to meet and talk to new people online as a seventh grader, including a man who pressured her to flash her chest. One year later, she did and the man took the photo. Photo Source: hvparent.com Todd said that the man put the photo online and sent it to everyone she knew. Even after moving towns and schools multiple times, the man continued to follow her online and use her photo, she said. The photo and the bullying online and in school drove her to depression, drugs, alcohol, cutting and a suicide attempt with bleach. “I can never get that photo back,” she wrote. “It’s out there forever.” Teenager Documents Bullying and Abuse Before Her Death Authorities have not officially called the death a suicide, but Cpl. Jamie Chung of the Coquitlam Royal Canadian Mounted Police The nearly nineminute, black and white video showed Todd silently telling her story through a series of white cards with black marker writing on them. She can only be seen from her nose down for most of the video, occasionally moving around so that her face is visible. “Hello, I’ve decided to tell you about my never ending story,” the video begins. She described the events leading up to the photo of her chest and how she felt after the photo was posted online. “I then got really sick and got anxiety, major depression and panic disorders,” she wrote. “I then moved and got into drugs and alcohol.” She described being called names, eating lunch alone and resorting to cutting herself. She also told the story of an incident where she made a “huge mistake” and “hooked up” with a boy at her school who had a girlfriend, but who she believed really liked her, which led to being beaten up at school. Todd was in the tenth grade at the Coquitlam Alternate Basic Education School when she died. School officials would not release the name of her previous school. 225 Kaskaskia Drive • Red Bud, IL 618-282-4100 “We are proud to be a drug free workplace and proud to support our future leaders in being drug free. We care and we get involved!” 3549 N. Vermillion • Danville, IL 217-442-0860 “We proudly support Gun Safety in our community. We care & get involved!” 505 S. Dunlap Ave. Savoy, IL 217-355-5845 “We are proud to be a drug free workplace and proudly support our youth!” abusemagazine.org | Illinois Winter 2014 | 31