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get put in a situation where there’s an expectation put in you as if you are the one responsible for whether it was good or not. There was a great TED talk by Elizabeth Gilbert that I just listened to, and she was talking about how, in ancient Greek and Roman times, genius was not a human — Genius was a deity. And Genius was responsible for great art – you just chan- neled Genius the way a religious leader artists – and I hope I’m one of them – for whom that stuff is a fact of life, and you can’t erase it from your mind, but the real focus of a session when you sit down to write a song is to find the truth - the truth in whatever it is you’re writing about. To find the heart, to create good art. And if you’re lucky, you’ll create great art. So when I was sitting down to write this stuff, it didn’t start off as wanting to make a song or an album November 2 Black Eyed Peas Masters Of The Sun Vol. 1 Dead Can Dance Dionysus Marianne Faithfull Negative Capability Tenacious D Post-Apocalypto The Prodigy No Tourists Touche Amore 10 Years/1000 Shows... November 9 11•2018 would challenge the word of God. Then all of a sudden the artist was the one responsi- ble for the great work, and maybe it was ego that changed that perception. But now, for a lot of people, it’s hard to wake up in the morning and say, “Wow – is my best work behind me?” So I dealt with that a long time ago. Our first two records were so big obvi- ously that to expect to be able to do that over and over again is just ludicrous. Because again, it’s out of your hands. So at a certain point, you have to go, “Okay, those songs are done. So where do we go from here?”And we started making artistic deci- sions that were more adventurous and more risky, and in turn, they were really reward- ing, and they fed us creatively. And they definitely were more polarizing for fans at large because they were riskier ideas. Fast forward to this year, there was a ver- sion of that that I had never experienced before, which was, these days when people think of you making an album, they think of marketing and radio play, and you’re basi- cally contriving a song. But there are still at all – I was just dealing with life and some really horrible things that had happened. I was afraid to go into my home studio – I didn’t like the feeling of remembering me and Chester in there, sitting in that room recording our songs. But I had to eventually get over that – within a few weeks, I came in and started noodling, just playing, just jam- ming on piano and guitar. And those jams turned into songs; the songs turned into an album. And at the end of the day, the most important thing to me was, did I tell the truth? Is this an accurate journal of the nine months that passed while I was doing it? And you can hear it in the songs – the jour- ney from that really dark place filled with anxiety and apprehension to hope and con- fidence by the end of the record. And now it’s continuing on through the show. Mike Shinoda performs Sunday, November 11 at House of Blues, Chicago. 10 illinoisentertainer.com november 2018 Tom Lanham Hanson String Theory J Mascis Elastic Days Jeff Goldblum The Capitol Studios Sessions Mark Knopfler Down The Road Wherever Muse Simulation Theory Old Wounds Glow Charles Bradley Black Velvet Smashing Pumpkins November 16 John Mellencamp Other People's Stuff Little Mix LM5 Mariah Carey Caution Mumford & Sons Delta Ryley Walker The Lillywhite Sessions Smashing Pumpkins Shiny and Oh So Bright... The Good, The Bad & The Queen Merrie Land Michael Bublé Love November 23 Art Brut Wham! Bang! Pow! Let's Rock Out! Bauhaus The Bela Session Rita Ora Phoenix November 30 Bryan Ferry Bitter-Sweet Jeff Tweedy WARM The 1975 A Brief Inquiry Into Online Relationships Jeff Tweedy