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abandoned many recording sessions because we didn't feel that a great record was going to come out of it. And that's what you've got to do. If you feel like it's not ready, there's no point in coming out with a half-baked cake. So you just pull the plug on it if it doesn't feel right. IE: When you played one of your first American shows at San Francisco's IBeam club, you performed a 20-minute set with your back to the crowd. And the crowd was visibly angry, with many fans demanding their money back. want people looking at me. So it took me many years to feel confident enough to go out there and not feel like I wanted the Earth to open up and swallow me. I loved the idea of being in a band. But in practice, it was utterly terrifying. IE: How has it felt, rehearsing Psychocandy from front to back? JR: Well, it's totally different now, because then – as I said – there were loads of other things going on. And we never played the album in its entirety. Ever. That was one of the things that kind of got us into doing May 5 Black Rebel Motorcycle Club – Live In Paris Breakage – When The Night Comes Django Django – Born Under Saturn The Dreaming Tree – Silverfade Lyrics Born – Real People Mumford & Sons – Wilder Mind My Morning Jacket – The Waterfall Nosaj Thing – Fated The Proclaimers – Let’s Hear It For The Dogs Torres – Sprinter The World – Soul Food May 12 05•2015 JR: The thing that people don't understand is, we were very awkward people. We're not very confident. And I particularly felt extremely, extremely shy being onstage as a frontman – I had a lot of trouble coming to terms with that. I mean, I became the singer purely by accident – it's not something I decided. I've told this story many times, but it's absolutely true – me and William tossed a coin to see who wouldn't be the singer, and I lost the toss so I had to be the singer. And then I find myself doing a tour of America, and it was fucking terrifying. In my mind, I wanted to be Iggy Pop, but I just couldn't do it – I'm just old Jimbo Reid from East Kilbride (Scotland) and it was overwhelming for me. So we used to get really, really drunk and stumble about the stage, thinking "Well, this will have to do." And I'd have them turn the lights down really low because I didn't 10 illinoisentertainer.com may 2015 this in the first place. I mean, people have been coming up with this idea for years, and it seemed like, "Meh – do we really want to do that?" But it was only when we sat and thought about it that we hit upon two things. One, this 30th anniversary thing, it's going to happen, so we could let it slide and that would be it – you can't go back there again. So it was like a now-ornever thing. And then we just thought about the fact that there are