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Continued from page 22 how to move your ankle or your knee. But all these little repetitive exercises help retrain the muscles how to work." Instinctively, Penny has always been a very private person. Someone who doesn't air her troubles in public. When she arrived in New York, Welchez (with whom she tracked a recent single as Haunted Hearts, "Something That Feels Bad is Something That Feels Good") was still out on tour with Crocodiles, so he didn't immediately grasp the gravity of his wife's situation upon his return. "He just knew that I was having problems and that I'd stated seeing a vocal coach," she says. "I don't think he expected to come back from L.A. saying 'I just cant sing. I'm gonna have to take time off, and I don't know when – or if – I'm gonna be able to finish the record.' It was really, really traumatic, and I definitely was very private about the seriousness that I felt about the situation. But it ended up coming at a good time, because he had a lot of time off, as well, so it wasn't as depressing as it might have been if I was just at home alone, dealing with it while he was on tour. So we had a good six months of reacquainting ourselves with New York. Otherwise, it probably would have gotten a lot darker." And now? All that diligence and down time paid off. "My voice is actually not back 100%, but it's certainly at a percent that I'm comfortable with," admits Penny, who – like Justin Young before her – sings softer, more cocktail-lounge smooth on "Too True." And it's a style that befits, and complements, her mature new outlook and songwriting approach. It opens with the dreamy, whisper-trilled "Cult of Love," with Duane Eddy-booming guitar lines wriggling in and out, then upshifts into a chugging "Evil Blooms," a belltolling, decadent-poet-referencing "Rimbaud Eyes," and a gentle acoustic jangle called "Are You Okay," that sounds like a conversation between Penny and her significant other. The reverb-drenched "Trouble is my Name" processional closes the disc, with the diva in classic torchsong mode: "I had a vision/ I wanted to be 24 illinoisentertainer.com march 2014 dead…I had a vision/ Destruction ruled." The cover photo features the typically black-garbed bombshell in vintage pinupgirl mode, coyly and confidently looking over her shoulder as if nothing bad has ever befallen her. Penny concedes that "Trouble" is a crucial cut. "There's a big underlying theme on this record that I didn't plan out beforehand, but when I go back and objectively analyze the songs and piece together the subconscious things I can see it at work behind closed doors," she notes. "And I think this record for me marks the first time in a long time that I've moved on the very traumatic events in my life that informed "Only in Dreams" and "End of Daze." It marks the first time that I felt like I was past that. And how I got past that was through a lot of personal revelation and finally understanding how – through a traumatic event – my life kind of went off the rails. So the good and bad things I finally understand, understand how they were sort of necessary for me to move forward, and ("Trouble") specifically is an acknowledgement of that. An acceptance of that. Trying to be okay with what's happened? That's the only way you can move forward." Musically, Penny wanted to make advances on "Too True." And in Wagner, she had the perfect lever to her fulcrum. When Penny first conceived her Dum Dum Girls project back in 2008, and began issuing EPs until SubPop picked her up for her Richard Gottehrer-co-produced 2010 debut "I Will Be," she was more band-oriented. Over the years, with Wagner's help, she's become increasingly DIY. "How I work is, I demo things on my computer pretty thoroughly, using drum samples or drum loops. And then I record bass, rhythm guitar, lead guitar, vocals, whatever. And then I take these pretty-finished demos into the studio, and Sune's really great at drum programming, so that's something he's done for the last couple of records. And he'll sometimes play certain parts. "Like, I'm not a strong bass player, so even if I've written a great bass part, he can play it a lot better. Same goes for certain guitar leads where, melodically, the idea is good, but my execution is obviously lacking. But the biggest thing Sune did on this record was that I wanted there to be a third guitar component to most of the Continued on page 48