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rooms , but I was outside on the patio where we could go , and there are two gardeners within earshot , talking about the plants and the shrubs . And one of them said , " This one can still be saved ." And that sentence hit my ear , and I started sobbing . It was another powerful experience , just like the tour bus . And after that , things really opened up for me , and I did start going to
church . I ' m not a fan of religion , but sick people go to a hospital , spiritually sick people come to a church . And they ' re not there because their life is going great – They ' re looking for something , looking for a feeling , looking for a release from their shame and guilt and torment . And so this whole other world was opened up to me , and now I understand that side of things . And my church -- the Awaken Church in San Diego – happens to be about having a relationship with the Creator , and not religion , and it ' s just really cool . I went there to see a guest speaker that I really liked , and when I first walked in , they were singing worship music , everyone was smiling , and it felt like a rock concert . So I just kept going . And it ' s not for everybody , but that ' s just where I ended up . I don ' t think that ' s an accident – God is definitely showing me something .
IE : There ' s a lot of natural imagery on the album -- rain , storms , thunder , and lightning . Did weather play a significant part ? DM : It did . And I don ' t know why that is , but I think it ' s fascinating . But it just happened . But I think that when you have a relationship with the Creator , you can go through any dark season , any storm , and there ' s calmness and stillness
and peace , and you can speak to the storm and tell it to be still . We have so much more powerthanwe ' reawareof . We ' retoldonadaily basis that we ' re not enough , that we need to buy things to fill that hole inside of us , that we need to put drugs and alcohol in our body , that love comes from another person -- the messaging in this world is really twisted and upside down . So I ' m just trying to do my part and get a little bit of the messaging through the music that gives people hope and points them toward the light , you know ? I ' m not trying to be self-important - - I just want to serve . It ' s not like , " Oh , I ' m so holy ! I ' m so great !" No , I have to serve , or I relapse . I have to serve , or my tank becomes empty . So I do what I can in my limited human capacity to just be helpful to the human race – that ' s really so deeply satisfying for me .
newreleases April 1
Lights PEP Meshuggah Immutable PUP The Unravelling Red Hot Chili Peppers Unlimited Love Warmduscher At The Hot Spot
April 8
Calexico El Mirador Daniel Rossen You Belong There Envy Of None Envy Of None Father John Misty Chloe And The Next 20th Century HEALTH DISCO4 Part II Jack White Fear Of The Dawn Kae Tempest The Line Is A Curve Let ' s Eat Grandma Two Ribbons Lucius Second Nature Wet Leg Wet Leg
April 15
Cancer Bats Psychic Jailbreak Evan J Cartwright bit by bit Kurt Vile ( watch my moves )
April 29
Melody ' s Echo Chamber Emotional Eternal Miranda Lambert Palomino Rammstein Zeit Steven Lambke Volcano Volcano The Head and the Heart Every Shade Of Blue Willie Nelson A Beautiful Time
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