If and Only If: A Journal of Body Image and Eating Disorders Winter 2015 | Page 5

Table of Contents

7 From the Editors

9 Sleeping Beauty, Lu Pierro

10 Ode to Barbie, Lu Pierro

11 Generating Dysmorphia, Melanie Kachadoorian

17 Anorexia, Jane Blanchard

18 Inflexible, Chelsey Clammer

19 Leave of Absence, Sally Deskins and Laura Madeline Wiseman

24 Becoming the Bear, Leslie Anne Mcilroy

32 Hunger, Cetoria Tomberlin

34 Age is but an Experience, Larissa Catullo

35 Reunion, Caroline Rothstein

36 Drowning, Caroline Rothstein

38 A Change in Diet, Ashley Sara DeKam

40 Story of Acceptance, Ashley Sara DeKam

42 Some Photos, Marion Deutsche Cohen

43 Nail-Biters Liberation, Marion Deutsche Cohen

44 Closets, Katie Kelleher

45 Elephant Graveyards, Katie Kelleher

46 Girl Before a Mirror, Erika Dusen Tamindzija

47 My Father’s Body, A.W. Barnes

63 My Body, Ben Gross

64 Tummy, Alinauguration Betje

65 Classic Pear Shape, Holly Welker

76 Perilous Figures, Jessica Manack

77 Because You Said You Loathe Yourself, Alaina Symanovich

79 Pudding, E.M. Youman

92 Photograph, Anonymous

93 Manifestation, Casey Vittimberga

94 Grace, Patricia George

95 We Are Never Satisfied, Patricia George

96 Terrible Hair, Jamie J. Barker

97 Thin, Patty Somlo

103 Your Hands, John Grey

104 A Cure for Death, Dana Shavin

113 If Fattening Foods Could Talk, Tony Peyser

114 Eating Is Dangerous, Catori Sarmiento