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town. I believe Sundown Towns were also places where its residents condoned lynching of Black people as a public form of torture and also the murder of Black men who were not staying "in their place." was allowed.It seemed sickening that lynching happened with brazen terroristic frequency all across the United States. Places like Staten Island, NYC; Sanford, FL; Cleveland, OH; Ferguson, MO; and so many more. Who holds the stories of the lynching of the past? Not only the further past , but also the most recent one? The past does not seem so distant. The terrorism of white people lynching Black individuals and thus traumatizing Black families and communities continues. Why is it so difficult to recognize that the trauma and terror of racism and its manifestations and its violence are not just harmful to African Americans and People of Color? Racism hurts everyone! Racism also hurts me as a white person. I have to give up, bury, alienate, kill, part of my humanity in order to keep hold of the privileges of Whiteness and to remain unfeeling and unmotivated and unashamed in the face of racist violence toward Black folks. I want to be wholly human! As for the local Sundown Town, this morbid bit of local history is not something I could learn even if I had wanted to in any of the normal channels of education, historical, social, or otherwise. In fact, I remember the cursory treatment of sharecropping and Jim Crow that my high school text books gave. Certainly disrespecting and dishonoring the truth and hard reality of Black farmers in the U.S. in the time after slavery. The teachers were fine with barely touching the story of what happened and how it gave rise to today, let alone to do any critical thinking about the "facts" presented. What I received was Lack of information, and that taught me that it was not something to be talked about, to be inquired about, and that it was not significant enough to warrant any in-depth or further treatment. In that way, White Silence has been informing my desire to unlearn racism and White Supremacy for as long as I can remember. I recently had a third grade memory resurface, where in a special classroom for intellectually and creatively "gifted" children, a girl asked the small group of students and the teacher, what was the meaning of the name "Ku Klux," because she had heard it in reference to the Ku Klux Klan. She clearly was ignorant of the significant of that name and history. I remember the teacher looking uncomfortable and saying, Don't say those words, it's something very bad from the past. You'll have to ask your parents to explain it to you. Just don't say it." Why couldn't he have used this moment for teaching instead of perpetuating silence and shame? What was he afraid of doing if he had even briefly mentioned the terrorism and brutal violence inflicted on Black families and individuals by white people calling themselves the KKK? Lynching, cross burnings, arson, destruction of life and property during an era of racial segregation. Even this, one of the most obvious racist pieces of American history, could not be taught. It 67