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Pastor Devin Turner: From The End of His combination took its toll Rope to the Beginning on a 12-year-old Devin, of His Ministry eventually resulting in two attempts to take his Life can be tough. own life. The troubling In an interview, Devin Fallon Victoria is a dynamic forces of external shared his amazing young writer, speaker and pressures combined testimony with me. aspiring author from Jackson, with the stress of “Basically, I grew up in MS. Fallon is the owner the internal issues can a Christian home, and Call Me Mrs. blog and Pen be overwhelming at like most adolescents I Perceptions LLC. times. But when life’s hit some hard times in circumstances push my life socially. When Website: http://penperceptions. us towards the end of I was 12-years-old in com/ our ropes, we can rest middle school I was Instagram & Twitter: @ assured that God is going through some MrsBrewster2u there waiting to rescue depression. I had Facebook: https://www.facebook. us. eczema which is a dry com/callmemrsbrew As a preteen, Devin sky disease, it was all Turner experienced over my skin. Real a turbulent life. He skinny guy with glasses, struggled with low just not a cool kid at self-esteem due to a all. With that going on skin disorder and other and some situations insecurities. This Fallon Brewster 33 It’s Christ Or Nothing going on at home that just weren’t really cool, I just felt like my life would be better if I ended it. So, I tried to hang myself twice in my closet in my room. I took a jump rope and harnessed it over the pole that you hang the clothes hangers on, and I made a noose. I began to squeeze and try to hang myself. And you know I was saved, so there was a knowing within myself that I wasn’t supposed to kill myself, but that I was supposed to live and that God had a purpose and plan for my life. So at that moment, I hit my knees and I started crying and I got up and tried to kill myself again. My mom was right downstairs and she had no idea of the type of depression I was going through as a preteen. That led me to this advocacy and bringing awareness to the suicide that’s going on.” What Devin intended to be the end of his journey actual paved the way for the start of a new one. His close call with death turned him closer to God and ministry. Through prayer and deliverance, the once troubled preteen has transformed into a renowned Pastor, Christian Hip Hop artist and advocate. Pastor Devin Turner now dedicates his efforts and energy towards youth ministry and advocacy for suicide prevention. In his newest single release, “End of My Rope,” Devin discusses his suicidal experiences. “End of My Rope is basically a song of me talking about that day when I was suicidal. And we shot a video, shot and directed by Eshon Burgundy who is another Hip Hop artist and also film director. And he helped me to create the storyboard that gives a great story visually of what happened to me, from the teasing to not being popular and to some other issues going on at home that I was dealing with.” End of My Rope is a part of Devin’s newest album, “Now or Never.” The album was inspired by his transition from ministering at a prominent mega church in Maryland, to starting a church in a challenged North East [Washington] DC community. His message is in his music. His passion is in his ministry, and his faith is in God. But Devin’s reformation was a choice of obedience. Like Devin, we too have a choice. When will you surrender to God’s will? Now or Never? Now or Never is available on iTunes and Amazon! Download it today! Follow Devin Turner: Facebook: Devin Turner Instagram: @DevinTurner_ Twitter: @DevinTurner_ Web: http://www.devinturner.org ICONICRADIO.COM 34