#i2amru (I, Too, Am Reinhardt) Volume 1 Number 1 | Page 26

“Everything will be fine,” he repeats. “I’ll call you as soon as I get there.” I watch as he wipes my mom’s tears and kisses her. My parents have always been together even since they were little, so I know that being separated will hurt both of them a lot. My dad comes over to my sister and me one last time and kisses us both on the heads, and then he turns and boards the cab. I want to run and tell him not to go, but my feet will not move. I am in shock that everything is actually happening. “The cab has arrived, and now everything becomes so real. My dad is really leaving.” (Photos courtesy of Dulce Galindo) What if my dad is one of those? I try pushing these thoughts to the back of my head. I will see my dad again. I know I will, I keep telling myself. The cab has arrived, and now everything becomes so real. My dad is really leaving. I watch as my dad puts his bags and my aunt’s bags on the back of the taxi, and in his face I can see tears he is trying to fight back. He does not want us to see him cry, because he knows that it will hurt us more. The last person my dad has not said goodbye to is my mom, and he makes his way to her slowly. He hugs her so tightly that I feel like he is taking all the air out of her, and my mom starts to cry uncontrollably . 26 “Will my dad make it? My dad is going to be crossing the desert to arrive in the United States.” My mom has always been so strong, and she never likes anyone to see her cry, but at that moment she does not care as I see how freely the tears roll down her cheeks. My dad keeps telling her that everything is going to be fine and that soon we will all be reunited. I know that mom is also worrying about the walk he will have to take and how dangerous it might be. The cab starts to drive away, and as I see it leave, I feel like a piece of my hear t is leaving--a piece of my heart that I would not get to see again for over two years. My mother stares at the back of the cab as it turns the corner, tears running down her cheek. After a few moments, the rest of the family starts to go back in inside the house, but my mother, my sister and I stay behind, hugging each other. (Photo courtesy of Pam Wilson) 27