Huffington Magazine Issue 92-93 | Page 69

THE RECRUITS stan found that two-thirds knew someone seriously injured or killed. Fifty-six percent had a member of their unit wounded or killed. ‘THE RIGHT THING TO DO COULD GET YOU KILLED’ In retrospect, signs of the resulting moral confusion are difficult to miss. The rate at which troops were hospitalized for mental illnesses has risen 87 percent since 2000, according to a July 2013 study by the Armed Forces Health Surveillance Center. The center also reported in June of last year that mental complaints, not physical injury, were the leading cause of medical evacuations from the battlefields of Iraq and Afghanistan between 2001 and 2012. Michael Castellana, a psychotherapist at the U.S. Naval Medical Center in San Diego, sees the damage among dozens of his Marine patients: an erosion of moral certainty, or the confidence in their sense of right and wrong. “We are beginning,” he told me, “to venture into what I think is the kernel of combat trauma: the transformative capacity of what happens when we send our children into a war zone and say, ‘Kill like a champion.’” HUFFINGTON 03.16-23.14 Nash, the retired Navy psychiatrist, said veterans looking back on their time in Iraq or Afghanistan are prone to wonder, “In my little sphere of influence, how well did I or didn’t I live up to the ideals?” Often, he said, the answer “is what kills them.” The inability to consistently achieve the highest levels of moral behavior in the shambles and “The problem we’re trying to understand is, can we detect people who may have more difficulties with moral and ethical quandaries that happen every day in combat.” chaos of war can produce varying degrees of “shame and guilt and anger — the primary emotional consequences of this moral injury,” Castellana said. “And if you read the suicide notes, the poems and writings of servicemembers and veterans, it’s the killing; it’s failing to protect those we’re supposed to protect, whether that’s peers or innocent civilians; it’s sending people to their death if you’re a leader; failing to save the lives of those injured if you’re a medical professional. ... Noth-