Huffington Magazine Issue 92-93 | Page 56

COURTESY OF STEPHEN CANTY THE GRUNTS mates, Nick Rudolph and Stephen Canty, sat watching him. They’d gotten together in Philadelphia for a reunion of sorts: Canty was video-taping interviews for a documentary about the struggles of returning combat veterans. The camera was off and for hours they’d just been talking. Doss picked up the narrative: The battalion held a memorial service for Smitty and Angus. The next day, Doss’s platoon went out on patrol and immediately there was a large explosion and Marines started taking fire. “We were in open desert and you could hear rounds bouncing off the rocks and no one took cover because we were like, just flat open,” Doss said. Burning with revenge, the Marines responded with a hurricane of rifle and machine-gun fire, blowing apart adobe walls and ripping one insurgent to shreds. “We fucked up this dude, and another guy was like dragging him, dragging him behind a wall,” said Doss. “And I saw him throwing up after he dragged that dude in and we, like, just leveled the place, shot the whole place up, went insane! But ... yeah.” Then what? Doss paused, glancing around to where Rudolph HUFFINGTON 03.16-23.14 and Canty were sitting, listening. “We walked back in and I had an MRE,” a military ration, he said. The room erupted in laughter. Life at war goes on! That gaiety hides a deeper, lasting pain at losing loved ones in combat. A 2004 study of Vietnam combat veterans, by Ilona PIvar, now a psychologist the Department of Veterans Affairs, found that grief over losing a combat buddy was even greater, more than Stephen Canty during his time in Afghanistan.