Huffington Magazine Issue 90 | Page 38

AP PHOTO/RICK BOWMER BIG LOVE church. She and Brenda have raised a pair of straight, cleancut, all-American kids — a highschool baseball star, Ben, 18, and a biochemistry major, Maddie, 21. And until this January night, neither Sally nor most of her friends in Salt Lake City’s small community of Mormon and formerly Mormon gays and lesbians had ever been to a gay pride event, or a gay party of any kind. Now, at 48, she found herself at a precarious juncture, staring ahead at the unknown territory of the gay-rights movement while trying to stay close to the familiar guideposts of her Mormon past. “I’m so uncomfortable,” Sally repeated to her friends, eyeing a portly man with strings of tiny white Christmas lights encircling the pair of pointy cones protrud- HUFFINGTON 03.09.14 ing from the chest of his gown. “Oh come on,” said Deb Wells, a 50-year-old former Mormon and lesbian who works as a massage therapist. “Big fucking deal.” “You don’t feel uncomfortable at all?” Sally asked, pressing the point. “Hell no!” Deb said, shaking her hips to the rhythms of Michael Bublé. The drag queen’s electric boobs sparkled back into view. “See there?” said Sally. “Right there? That’s weird.” Outsiders often say the same abou Ё5