Huffington Magazine Issue 67 | Page 48

HUFFINGTON 09.22.13 INVISIBLE CASUALTIES report noted, is an oxycodonebased painkiller that “can be habit forming.” Joshua’s drug habit surged. From the time of his operation in December 2009 until the end of May 2010, he never went longer than two days without opiate pain pills. Withdrawal symptoms — muscle soreness, diarrhea and anxiety — would kick in within four hours without a dose, the Navy later determined. Early that winter, on Jan. 30, 2010, Joshua showed up at the Naval Medical Center in Portsmouth, Va., complaining of nausea and vomiting, muscle pain, cramps and anxiety. He was given a dose of Zofran, an anti-nausea medication, and sent home. On his patient care report, his smoking is indicated (half a pack per day), but the section on alcohol and drug use is crossed out. Joshua’s roommate at the time in Virginia Beach, near the sprawling naval facilities in Norfolk, was Elliott Miranda. He and Joshua were battle buddies from Iraq. They were beyond best friends, bound together by shared combat. Elliott saw pretty quickly “He was more standoffish, not his old energetic self. When I tried talking to him he’d say that nothing was going on, he didn’t have a problem.” that something was wrong. “Once he had the surgery I noticed that he was doing a lot of pain medicine, and I never said anything because I figured he knew what he was doing,” Elliott told me. “But then things started getting worse. He was more standoffish, not his old energetic self. When I tried talking to him he’d say that nothing was going on, he didn’t have a problem. But I noticed he was making ★ Joshua (in black) with two of his boot camp, basic tra ining and Riverine Squadron brothers, and his mother.