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Voices CANDY CHANG HUFFINGTON 06.30-07.07.13 LIFESTYLE RYAN LASH/COURTESY OF TED The ‘Art’ of Life and Death THANKS TO my TEDTalk, over two million people have watched me cry. This was the first time I spoke about Joan in public and saying her name triggered a rush of memories — the day she consoled my teenage angst, a conversation about love in a Detroit cafe, the way she set the table with her earthy placemats, the satisfaction in her voice when she talked about her garden. Her death was sudden. The “Before I Die” project was a way for me to make sense of the aftermath. I avoided thinking about death for most of my life, in part because I was taught to avoid it. If you bring up death out of the blue, people will often say “don’t go there,” or “it’s too sad,” or “you don’t need to think Candy Chang discusses the “Before I Die” project at a 2012 TED Conference in Edinburgh, Scotland.