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THE WAR WITHIN PHOTO OR ILLUSTRATION CREDIT TK erans suicide crisis line (800273-8255), operated by the VA, gets an average of 17,000 calls a day. The VA believes the suicide rate for all U.S. veterans is more than 500 per month. Most of those who committed suicide had struggled alone and never got help. The VA’s Shinseki said recently that perhaps two out of three veterans who commit suicide were not enrolled in the VA’s healthcare system. Nor had they ever been diagnosed. “The majority,” the Pentagon reported, “did not have a known history of a behavioral health disorder” or treatment. “We have underestimated the human costs of war, not just for the victims but for the warriors as well,” said Dr. David Spiegel, a neuropsychiatrist and director of Stanford University’s Center on Stress and Health. “War is an unnatural experience. It doesn’t surprise me that a substantial number of people are impaired.” “I BELIEVE IN YOU” The striking fact about today’s epidemic of war trauma is that it affects a self-selected population of Americans who have already HUFFINGTON 07.01-08.12 demonstrated courage, grit and resolve by volunteering to serve in wartime. Take Natasha Young. She grew up in a bleak neighborhood with a wandering, crack-addict father and a single mom on welfare who struggled with drugs. Natasha was a good student but got into her fair share of trouble. When she was 17, she met a Marine Corps recruiter and her life changed. “He represented everything I wanted for my life,” she says. “He said we expect you to work hard, show up on time, be a good human being, service to others, pay your bills, don’t drink and drive, don’t do drugs — all the things I would want for my child.” What had been a dead-end future for her suddenly opened up with a steady paycheck, honorable work, perhaps even college. “It was the first time in my young adult life someone said, ‘I think you can do this, I believe in you,’” she recalls. “For the first time in my life, someone said to me ‘I see more in you than you ever saw in yourself.’ That really resonated with me because I wanted to make somebody proud, I wanted to be better than