Huffington Magazine Issue 25 | Page 66

SANDY’S DEVASTATION Nature will always win because she plays with a stacked deck. And unless we live with nature and accept the setbacks and all that we have to do, we’re in trouble.” PHOTO OR ILLUSTRATION CREDIT TK A FAMILY’S CHOICE More than a week after the storm, Vinny Baccale and his family still hadn’t learned the identity of the man who they believe they saw die outside their window on Staten Island. He was likely one of the 21 drowning victims discovered in the storm’s wake there, a death toll more than half as high as the entire city’s. Baccale’s family has weathered floods before, but as his wife repeated in the days after the storm, they never imagined that the neighborhood might prove to be a watery death trap. “Never in a million years,” she said. Baccale’s wife, Tracey, traces her roots in the area back three generations. Her grandfather, a railroad worker from the tenements of Hell’s Kitchen, spent summers there when it was still more a bungalow community than a neighborhood. Tracey’s father grew up there year-round and eventually tore down their bungalow and replaced PHOTO OR ILLUSTRATION CREDIT TK HUFFINGTON 12.02.12 it with a pair of two-story homes. By the time Tracey came along, the neighborhood was so densely developed that the family would flee the city in the summer for the Jersey Shore. Nearly a century after her grandfather found a respite from the crowded West Side on that peaceful plot of seaside property, she’s now questioning the wisdom of rebuilding. Unlike the bungalows that still dot the neighborhood, her two-story house is mostly salvageable — a beacon of relative stability amid homes knocked off their foundations, cars awaiting the junkyard, and the gutted interiors of countless rec rooms and dens. Yet she doubts that she’ll ever again feel invulnerable to the ocean that lured her family there in the first place. As she and her husband and two kids bide their time in her mother’s apartment on higher ground, she says she’s been dwelling on the shift in the weather that brought chaos and terror to her neighborhood. “I’m contemplating not even living there anymore,” she said. “I kind of feel like this is the start of something new.” Joy Resmovits, Janell Ross, Lila Shapiro and Joe Van Brussel contributed reporting.