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BRAIN DRAIN cials, Darash learned, don’t operate by the same logic. Darash tried to appear confident for his employees. But privately he was uncertain. We sat in his office for 30 seconds in silence as he fought back his emotions. “It’s a lot of pressure,” Darash said. “They’re saying, ‘We believe in you.’ And I’m wondering, ‘What are you believing in? I’m not sure I can fix this.’ It’s a type of feeling I’ve never felt.” If Darash moves back to Israel, his company may survive, he says. But it may lose momentum. He figures it could take six months to reorganize, create new networks and find new employees in Israel. It would also be difficult for him to make day-to-day decisions with a 10-hour time difference between him and his team in San Francisco. For that reason, any new employees that he hires would be based in Israel, not the United States, he says. “Regpack isn’t going away,” Darash said. “The question is ‘Where will it grow?’” His concerns go beyond his employees. He worries what this uncertainty means for his current and potential investors. He also is concerned about the impact on HUFFINGTON 11.11.12 his family, particularly his 8-yearold son, if they are forced to leave the country. “This is a major thing to do to my 8-year-old,” Darash said. “He thinks, ‘We’re here. I have friends.’ This is the stage where they build their identity. I don’t know how this will affect him in the long-run.” In recent days, he has explored alternatives for staying in the country. He applied for a different kind of visa — known as an E-2 — that is given to immigrants from certain countries who invest a substantial amount of money in a U.S. business. Darash and his lawyer expect to learn the outcome of his application in the coming weeks. In the meantime, Darash tries to remain upbeat — an attitude that has carried him this far. “Every entrepreneur is sort of delusional with how optimistic he is because that’s what you need to be,” he said. “You’re taking something that everybody is telling you ‘No, it won’t work, it’s impossible,’ and you’re doing it anyway. You have to believe it will be okay because otherwise we would never build companies. We would never go and do crazy stuff that makes a difference in the world.” “I have to believe this will be okay as well,” he said.