HUBIN Magazine No.1 2013 | Page 198

erika alexza I stare at the illuminating interface of my word processor, “Write something about your art”, on my mind. Crumb by crumb, I take apart my own scattering thoughts; fleecing at the recesses of a mind full of tangled balls of moldering feline fur. Like the questions, “What is your favorite color” or “Describe yourself”, I pause in utter ignorance. Perhaps I have always been this clueless of what I really am as person or an artist. Every single day is a raddled replica of yesterday and I am still as ignorant and more disheartened than who I was the day before. 193 HUBIN MAGAZINE