I saw it all happened again . Me getting ready to battle a stupid war . Him trying to convinced me how stupid it was . Us falling out over this trivial matter . I should have listen to him . I was being so naive and stupid . I should have calmed my hot head , and rethink my decision . It won ’ t have led to his death . He might have been still alive , laughing about how stupid that idea was .
I should have not stop talking to him . He has always worried about me , even when I was completely safe . He wouldn ’ t have walk straight to his death . To defend me .
I recollect how there were gunfire everywhere . Triad members were dropping like flies everywhere . It seemed like my triad were having the upper hand . I spotted a rival triad member about to kill one of my own . I shot him without hesitation at his torso . Our leader roared with delight “ GREAT JOB , LITTLE DRAGON !” He then proceeded to charged at our rivals , taking out 4 of their guys . My body was filled with adrenaline , from the fighting and the thought of revenge .
All of sudden time seemed to slow . I looked ahead and realized I was dead . A burly man was pointing his gun at me .
Then I saw him , my best friend , who has stood by me after all these years . He looked and saw me . He noticed the gunman too
No . What is he doing here ?
He understood what was gonna happened to me . All of a sudden , I grasped what he was about to do .
“ No .. please no ..” my mind begged .
He looked at me one final time with a sad smile and ran to shield me
“ NOOOOO !” I screamed with all my heart . What was he doing here ? Why is he doing this ?
At that moment , I heard it .
Bang
No …. why is he doing this ?
Bang
NO ... GOD NO !
Full of anger , I shot the killer right at the head . This was not supposed to happen . Why did I let this happened ? I should have talked to him . I can ’ t even protect my sworn brother . How could this happened ?
None of this was supposed to happen . Why was he here . Why did he throw himself in front of me . WHY DID HE SACRIFICE HIS LIFE FOR ME ? WHY WAS HE THAT STUPID ? HE KNEW I WANTED TO JOIN THE GANG . TO AVENGE MY PARENTS . NOW I AM GONNA LOSE THE LAST PERSON I CARED