Hong Kong Young Writers Anthologies Fiction 2020complete | Page 349

When Chen Met Xiao Carmel School - Elsa High School, Elbaz, Elya - 12 PART I - Chen Hello, My name is Chen Liang and I am 40 years old. This is the name I was given. But why do I need one when nobody ever calls me? Sometimes, even I forget my name. I am from Hong Kong and I have been living there all my life. The story that I am going to tell you is not always a happy story, but there is something on it or rather someone that changed my life from an annoying and sad one into a wonderful one. My life was pretty sad, I hated it. I was living alone: no wife, no children, no friends… I had a happy life when I was a very young child, up until I was three years old. I can still remember that time, it was one of the best periods of my life. Sadly, it stopped brutally when my parents died in a car accident. That was on the day of my fourth birthday. How could I ever forget that date…. From then on, my life started becoming worse and worse. I had to live with another family. They were kind enough but did not have much money to look after me. I felt sad, like an object that you could sell… That is how I felt but I could not confide in anyone. The family eventually abandoned me in front of an orphanage. I was only six years old. I was still very little but had already lived so many bad things, so much sorrow and despair that I did not care about life anymore. There was a school in the orphanage, so I attended. I was often bullied. My fellow orphans also felt lonely and abandoned, but for some reason they thought that I was different and never accepted me - or they wanted to release their despair by punishing others. I cried every evening on my bed. Not only did I feel lonely, I was also rejected and I could not understand why. I stayed in the orphanage. They had become my home and family. Yet on my eighteenth birthday, I had to leave that new home and find a job, to earn a living. I chose to work in a bank, even though they offered me a very basic salary. I remember how much I struggled every day with the little salary I earned. I had to take a bus every morning. I hated it because everyone was sitting with a friend, while I was sitting on my own, as always. I had never any friends. I had been lonely all my life. I remember Wednesday the 5th of November: it was winter and the most important day of the year for my bank. They were about to sponsor a big football team! We “just” had to convince the directors of the team to accept us as sponsors. As I was young and I liked football, I was asked by my management to say something too. It was the only thing that I liked. I was so stressed, I had never been entrusted with any project so far. For the first time in my life, someone believed that I was worth something and that I could make a difference. My boss told me that if I did something good she would offer me a promotion. So the morning of the 5th of November, I was there, sitting on the bus as usual. When I arrived at the bank, I looked for the paperwork that I had prepared for the meeting. I had written so many notes... But I searched and searched and could not find any of them. I had forgotten my papers! I tried desperately to remember where I had left them, but I was too stressed to be able to think clearly. I had no choice but to go to the meeting and start talking without any notes… I did the best I could. Unfortunately, that was not enough. I said some very stupid things! The result was quite logical. The football team didn’t accept us as sponsors. So the bank dismissed me. I was out of work, I was back to being nothing. I ran to my bus. I just wanted to go back to my house as quickly as possible. I felt so miserable. But by accident I bumped into someone. It was a woman.