Honestly Woman Jan - March, 2017 | Page 35

NSTRUCTION

BY FI SAUNDERS
world again and eventually allowed me to find a place to rent . This in itself was exhausting because I was still in the early days of grief and I found myself working for someone who had absolutely no respect for me or women in general , without a shadow of a doubt I knew working there was an invitation to look at my own feelings about who I was and how I valued myself . Like attracts like . Once I saw that clearly , I was offered another position working for somebody who is respectful , conscious , honest and communicative . This showed me I was moving in the right direction .
My life has changed immensely since then , I have changed immensely since then . Deep down I knew these things were happening for me , not to me , and I had to work with these changes in order for me to live on purpose . Once the shock wore off I realised this situation was a gift . Previously I had been working so hard at keeping the status quo for so long that I had been ignoring my own truth .
I ’ m a big believer in having your eye on the big picture and allowing the Universe to figure out the small picture details to show you how you are going to get there . I knew that if I took small steps one by one as I was able to , I was working with the bigger picture instead of fighting against it .
This has been my year of full immersion in the University of Life . I went back to my roots and made space for meditation … watching the waves roll in and watching them roll out , just being , reading selfdevelopment books written by some of the masters of our time , checking in with myself regularly to see that I am living and speaking my truth , being kind and loving to myself , consciously finding things to laugh about , being around people I feel good being around and who I can be honest with , being fully present in each moment … and writing .
I know now that I ’ m not alone in going through massive changes at this stage of life . I ’ ve met plenty of people who either are in or have been in similar situations in their 40s , 50s and 60s , having to start again at a time when they hadn ’ t expected to be doing so . It ’ s not an easy situation for anybody to be in but it does offer incredible opportunity .
It ’ s only been a year and I ’ m still rebuilding myself and designing my life , coming from a much different platform . I ’ ve stopped hiding out now and am loving being out in the world , meeting and talking to people again . I feel happy with where I am , grateful for everything and excited about life .
You can find Fi on her website www . numerologyblueprints . com
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