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B"H academic research, inventive potential, healthful food intake, exercise, and social contacts. Yeah, there is no co mfort to aging without belief, that, not all has been in vain. Unfortunately, good portions of the elderly population have no semblance o f such independent pursuits, meaningful utilization of their liberty. Are we supposed to have increased longevity in order to die miserable? Just the effort to get these thoughts recorded as d igital text and thereafter published in cyberspace has been a ma mmoth undertaking- phew, unbelievable, I'm in the final stretch before completing it! The double reverse of the joke is that maybe I shall never co mplete the task, but yeah; the pen is mighty enough to outlive the swing of the pendulum hanging around the ancient clocks. The aim of life is the giving of oneself in matters valued above any attentions fro m which that individual ma y have benefitted. Maybe especially when so meo ne turns to another even in pursuit of personal advantage , his gain is my gain. My being a friend encourages his approach, in quest of the deed he or she contracts through my agency; my life is enhanced because I have expended energy to improve the situation of he or she whom I've befriended. Regarding the topic of how old men play "Grumpy" in the, "who's fairest tale," thinking their human worth dependent o n attention people pay to the m, th is is the epitome of painful circumstances that can besiege even a person of outstanding stature. Now, to the point at hand, that being how wisdo m passes from one generation to another. The truly wise can act like fools because they don’t see themselves by how others perceive their interconnections; but how the other persons perceive that I se e them. Feel inner security and believe you are in possession o f it. How I see the m is better than they could ever know. The secret being I give appreciation to the root of goodness I perceive in the m, and have inculcated this habit into my personage. In the co mpetitive society wherein my character developed, I suffered fro m overwhelming insecurity because of sociologica l abuse, about which I've written profusely. I'd turned to stealin g as a tactic to acquire friendliness, I used to steal things to give my friends; until I once brought a stolen ring to a lovey -dove y who forthwith hated me, no, let me correct that - I suffered rejection. When I beca me religious, I fought protracted battles 290