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the flow of air produces music. Similarly, the breeze whistles
upon branches of endurance; such high-pitched expression o f
motions and pressure cha rged by the earth in relation to celestia l
beings - every impulse of energy measured into a particula r
space on its way through eternity. This awareness sensitivity
consciousness is intrinsic to the pulse of our soul essence ,
inscribed in the human genetic code .
My father's parting words in mind; regrets over having
borrowed heavily on the labors of his fellow man, are words o f
inspiration encouraging me to express human kindness as best
as I possibly can, always to have credits on my side of the ledger
in the column of having given of myself. People are apt to take
advantage of more than we can ever return. Absolute
individuality can't perpetuate continuance , though may suffice
as a means of bare survival. Filled with pain and insecurity,
people expose themselves to scorn, (can't thrive without the
affection of, and/or attention from those with whom we
identify), lose their concentration on the track of virtuous
manneris ms, and are therefore afraid of dying. To such ends,
many are driven to establish that everybody considers the m
normal!
Graceful Death
There is an aspect of death, for instance when people beco me
old enough to know the end of life nears; none of his or her
relatives (from previous generations ) re main anymore, his
number certain to co me up. Perhaps egoistic, but things ;
particular objects, digital collections, and ethereal possessions
such as redactions of knowledge; a whole life's existence that is
so particular to one's humanity will terminate with his or her
passing. Furnishings, books, clothing articles that have intrinsic
value as artifacts, but who cares and since so little attention to
these matters shared with anybody, since my life is so reclusive
- only I have pleasure from them. Certainly, my identificatio n
with them is as insignificant as I a m.
The sorrow of it is, my having done so much to arrive to th e
conjecture of having gathered possessions for a better part of a
century, everything to the garbage heap. Worldly events that
paralleled my stretch were exasperating. That goes to say say it
has taken strenuous efforts to make it this far. I've carried a
burden because I believed that others may share in the benefits,
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