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from cooties. Though an infrequent correspondence may occur,
the total absence of even digital recognition is so excruciating,
the reality of the bubble of memories that energizes my
existence implodes into darkness that drowns me and grinds my
nerves to wither hither and tither within my soul. My words are
probably deleted without having been sensed, not like the old
days when people covered their ears when I talked to them.
I am the author of the drea m I projected into the future as I
struggled out of the morass o f assimilation, the silent holocaust.
My very aloneness is the laudable achieve ment of raising a new
generation of human members in the global Children of Jewis h
Israel, they who m say She'ma Yisroel and believe Adon haOla m
Hu Echad. The mantra is its meaning and the value thereo f
precious, as I see it, in the continued establishment of the entire
global co mmunity. You can say Au Ou M m or amen but the
computation of One re mains fro m time eternal the prescience o f
every energy form that has been in existence during the span o f
its purposefulness and whose molecular mass may have
undergone transformation re mains the energy included in the
present perpetuation of substance that becomes the future.
On Track to Eternity
I have faced up to the many crises I have d escribed in these
passages because I am determined to improve on that which I
received, hoping things will get better in the future. The
knowledge I have preserved with meticulous exertion and time
will attest to the value of my accomplishments to humanity . I
may not have come up with answers but neither have I avoided
recognition of the situation s for what they are. I saw the
educational system in Israel as weakened by national militaris m
so I created a manual for the Incremental Development o f
English Language skills, applicable to other studies as well.
Contrary to logical deliberations concerning the matter o f
parental love and childcare, it includes devotion to one's
offspring that reaches well beyond both. It might be that a
concept of "beyond," though typically used in reference to a n
entity inconceivable by its nature , defines the realm of a n
ignorance whereby the human mind is limited to empirica l
realities.
Such notions include what people refer to as superstition,
what might be implied by faith as the belief in supernatura l
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