B"H
remarks aren't schizophrenic and illiterate, but write them I
must! I AM holed up in a cocoon, wrapped tightly in my wounds
of
self-imprisonment,
suffocating
in
self-degradation,
completely dejected into co mplete detachment, and reduced to
autonomic breath forced out of my lungs by the harmonious
palpitations of the abdominal and chest muscles. I elevate this
seclusion to a status of meditation.
Every time I think to indulge myself in pitiful consternatio n
about my plight, I need only recall how the cat knows it must
arrest any emotional impulse until the exact mo ment when the
prey is within the grasp. Power of the imagination, a logica l
sequence dictated, accepted, and obeyed until a decisio n
reached; either to attack or resign to what will be; will be. The
caring mother bird listens to how the leaves rustle, how the
elasticity of the branch will keep her nest aloft; construction at
the center of gravity when the bird ma kes it twig by twig, all
under the scrutiny of the trained eye of the cat squatting one
branch below. The cat, the tree, and the bird survive in perfect
balance with nature, wherein the smallest miscalculation ca n
result in death.
The caterpillar spun her cocoon to enable regress fro m therein
when the sunrays, wind currents, and temperature indicate time
has arrived for the butterfly to e merge. Punctiliously aggressive,
repressive, or oppress ive impulses exist; but only survival o r
death matter, having little to do with individuality, the
information is stored within the mental will to survive . This
realization has value to know I AM where the moment now is
bereft of past, but not forever. I will have arrived to the future
in the prescience of eternity as long as I AM. The Unity of One
is all inclusive of every ele ment throughout expanse of the
universe since the beginning of time.
If the electro magnetic core of each personality has neura l
connectivity to pineal gland rhythms, most the animal kingdo m
dependent on its form of melatonin to establish the pattern o f
sleep to which the being beco mes habituated. The neura l
conductivity along the spine is restive, the body immobilized o n
vectors of maximum gravitational attraction to the core of the
earth, lunar and solar influences , and the centrifugal force of the
globe's maneuvering amongst the celestials. The pineal gland o f
the earth is the North Magnetic Pole. The exact gravity of the
earth spinning upon on axis about itself creates a real time
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