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that behavior is the outco me of a person's mentality , and the
culture merchants know how to exploit the mentality o f
nakedness. By creating infatuation with the wo men styles o f
apparel cause the observer, to lose track of his thoughts upo n
being exposed to a stimulus that triggers internal perception.
This sensation is habituated in the mind as a sexual excitement.
This acculturation is trained in the mal e fro m his early youth
and by the age of fi fteen is higher in the realm of perceptio n
than his need for nourishment. Then the cultural merchants
entice the personality to desire a woman who they'll entertain
for dinner as per having brain washed her with tendencies
towards sexual promiscuity. The man who wishes to be in
control of his mentality must never expose himself to sexua l
acculturation and this truth has been inculcated into the wisdo m
of the ancients.
Lost alone loneliness in the maze of sexist exploitation that
relentlessly pursues me into my seventh decade upon the face o f
the earth. Furrows etched upon my forehead and seen in the deep
lines on the canvas of aware ness sensitivity consciousness. As
the lines approach the height of the canvas they are fading into
shades of gray. Worse than paranoias fro m the prosecutions o f
the men from my generation. Wherein these men, who normal in
most other ways were part of the sociological milieu that
ingrained sexist characteristics into their personality. Their
pleas should be sociological insanity, they and their victims the
byproduct of modern Occidental educational techniques. I a m
still seeking a feeling of the security that I lack within my inner
being. It re mains quite possible that I shall disappear into the
vanishing point of a black hole. What circumstances would
allow that to happen, and like Emerson: Would that I draw
perspective lines fading to the future will the vanishing point
swallow me whilst in the present tense? Religionists refer to this
is as the fear of sin, whereas the faithful believe that Hashe m
will save their soul. People need a belief in repentance into the
next world, and so we acco mmodate our body to the tribulations
of life in this world. This is after all a document of interna l
expansion uniquely.
I'm imbued in the charitable entangle ment this literary
sojourn; juggling of thoughts while I AM typing thoughts I
experienced neither here nor then, but jumbled all about. The
rhythm of currents of sound shushing the leaves; the trees
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