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seems to draw a great deal of personal attention. Especially the
triumph of the ends over the means, termination of struggle and
sorrow, no more deprivation, or desperation; just a breath o f
exhaustion and freedom eternal. I know that elderly people
express sensitivity towards discussions conc erning death; anger,
fear, struggle like every creature that puts up a fight to sta y
alive. We wonder what will beco me of our me mories after we're
gone, whether our influence in life will be retained as memories
by our loved ones.
It's as though the depressive personality cushions his
fallibility in dysfunction, it might not bother him to re main
secluded day and night just hanging out until death overtakes
him, and in the meantime relating to it as status quo. A different
aspect of the depressive character is anti -social conduct, a very
deleterious mood pervades over the depressed spirit, he
confronts a conflict in his or her value syste m – to keep distant
from the very thing that defines his humanity, that being
interaction wit h his fellow. Then the person descends into inne r
insecurity that haunts his consciousness. There are Halachic
opinions when it's allowed to assist death in achieving its end.
These days, I'm laden heavily with the burden of sacrilegious
conte mplation whether to discuss the issue of cremation as
distinguished in the Modern Era, and who must be buried and
whom not. The warmth exuded by che mical reactions pulsates
energy through waves of space, the way clouds travel on the
winds, the way energy is released b y decomposition of materia l
substance. In this place, the pure meditative tranquility goes
even beyond thoughts as the energy waves assume a positive
direction as neutralized within their constant time a mass
squared entirety. We can fly away our pain and, or illness upo n
wings of release into gravitational centers e manating fro m
within the core of the sun, the empty space between the electrons
of the black holes. Spreading one's wings of darkness and wings
of light percussing internal expansion uniquely to take flight
from the pa in and disease, but only as imaginary cellular
material; and infuse with health and happiness as it invigorates
the soul essence identified at best, the breath of life. These
exercises in meditative calm are taught elsewhere. So is the
syste m of Incre mental Development, ABC's Quickly and
Correctly, and Gra mmar manuals for teaching and learning the
English language. As is the Special Creatures serial.
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