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cosmetics, fashion, and even technology as we willfully broaden
the sociological antipathy toward reticence in these matters , and
at every phase exchange millions, billions, and trillions of
currencies. People make profit over desire for pleasure sold at the
highest price bidder are willing to pay. Only elevation of the
human consciousness can change the manner of human deportment
in the realms of permissible sexuality.
Pleasure of orgasmic proportions is disguised as a wolf in
granny's paja mas and an unknowing victim sent in innocence to
care for the elderly. We are subliminally enticed to want intensely
to possess, acquire, eat, wear, and even decorate the environment
and warp it so we gain the best heretofore unbeknown unconscious
unequalled natural benefit possible during our waking or sleeping
hours. It's a good market as long as the buyer is stupid enough to
pay for it. All this garbled gook leads back to the question of
loneliness. Man's brain waves accompany his utterances, like
humming in silent co mpanionship to avoid boredom, d isengage
from active perception in pursuit of ignorance in order to
accommodate ourselves to perpetual or monotonous behavior
manneris ms.
Human beastly boys are (and were) trained to disregard the
female as a cooperative partner in the extant universe ; out of
disregard for the individuality of humwo mben. Jealousy (perhaps
mistreatment or disrespect) of men brought the m to rebel against
the natural rule of humwo mben over education, functionality, and
application of resources to the better good of the nurtur ing
collective: fa mily and co mmunity. Children are trained to avoid
the distraction of boredom enforcing their aggressive will on the
meek. In ancient native co mmunity's, entertainment is procured by
sublimating the human strengths and talents in harmony w ith the
sounds, sights, touch, taste, and fragrance of the vegetable , insect,
animal, seasonal change, and winged creature cultures intrinsic to
their lives, as equals sharing a natural existence. Wo men were not
clothed to prevent that which man was not incited to desire and
nobody was rolling in the bucks for servicing basic human
existence. Maybe the practice of celibacy was ingrained in the
personality of certain cultures of men fro m the beginning of time.
I'm quite capable of picturing myself in the rad iant darkness of
fire consuming my flesh (death) and the body, which I inhabit
being conscripted to the service of One until I AM nothing but a
speck of dust, a grain in a saltshaker . I've not abso lved myself o f
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