His Heart Scribe Inspirations Devotional Magazine May - June 2014 Volume lll Number 4 May - June 2014 | Page 36
Happy Mother’s Day 2014!
Apostle Julie Harvey
sons behind them. God had done a
miraculous work in my life, a
work which only comes
about unfortunately by pain.
Yes we do go through pain in this
Christian walk - pain that is necessary for our growth and development, things that God doesn't necessarily cause, but things He uses to
bring us into a more fruitful land,
and something which helps (if we al-
low God to work and deal with it in
the right manner) to form Christ in
us.
ast couple of weeks I have
been pondering over a few
situations and a few things
in my life that happened
over recent months, just taking my
time with them, thinking, and processing. The last few weeks in particular I have been experiencing a flat
feeling - you know, that place where
you know that your joy, passion, and
yes even your "faith" used to be.
bout two months ago, I
had a couple of major deliverances in my life. I
started to see where a lot
of my problems of last year had
come from, their origin, and the rea-
o, after these deliverances,
of which were of a long term
nature, I have found myself
feeling rather flat of late. I
have been pondering why, since I
had already undergone the deliverance necessary, I was still feeling rather flat, even "lifeless" - I had been
expecting my faith to begin to grow
again, and things to improve, (which
in the natural they are slowly making that turn as I feel my strength in
the ordinary affairs of life return,
where I was so afflicted and weak before), but as far as my spiritual eyesight was concerned, and as far as
my faith was concerned, like I said
there seemed to be nothing but that
dull flat feeling.
art of that I spoke of in one
of my last blogs - that God
had spoken to me about
people that I have had to
leave behind (actually I think it was
in the comment section, I remember
speaking to Cecile Jo about this),
and the reasons that they were no
longer part of my future was because
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