His Heart Scribe Inspirations Devotional Magazine July - August 2014 Volume lll Number 5 July-August 2014 | Page 25

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the pulpits enjoyed treating me as their spiritual whore for as long as my talents
in arts made their ministry look good they were content.
For years I was in a vicious cycle, much of which came from my own family, and
church leaders. I was so tired, my tired was even tired, but like Neo (Nia, remember I am a female) I came to myself and decided to black out those who hindered
me in every area of my life. It was this point I had a showdown with my own
Agent Smith. With the help of my machete and secret weapons, which is the
Word of G-d, the Holy Spirit guided me to strategize on how to oust the demons
and devils that plagued me. By His Grace G-d shut the doors, once and for all,
in fact those same doors can’t be located and any attempts for the enemy,
whether spiritual or human to try and locate them have already been placed on
noticed from God Himself. After the doors were slammed shut G-d began to vindicate me in ways beyond my imagination; and as a playwright and author I do
have a vivid imagination.
Part of that vindication came when I was sad to learn many of the people in ministry that hindered and try to keep me as their spiritual whore were stripped of
their high level posts in well-known organizations on national and international
levels; their finances were suddenly ruined, and for one particular pastor his
marriage ended in divorce another Prophetess is struggling with mental issues;
and as of this writing many of their ministries, which were once flourishing are
now struggling to survive.
However, G-d is not done. There are some who thought they have gotten away
with stealing from me (my time, two of my plays (yep a particular pastor attempted re-writing what I wrote and made it their own – and it was a flop), but
there’s a fate far worse that is waiting for them, which will be told at the appointed time, and no it will be on earth, before they stand before the judgment
seat of G-d.
I do not rejoice in what happened. Like Neo (Nia) this was something that could
have been avoided had Agent Smith and his cronies left me alone, but like the
movie The Matrix became a desolate waste and the mindset of many of the cul(Continued on page 30)

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