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I stretch out my hands to you; my soul thirsts for you like a parched land. Psalm 143:6 (ESV) S ometimes trusting God means eat- ing breakfast. It can be as simple as getting up and changing out of your pajamas. There are days when things seem so bleak, so unbearable, so hopeless that trusting God means meditating on His Word while staring at the pitch black hori- zon, looking for the sunrise that should have been there hours ago. Who would have thought life could be this painful? That things could go from bad to worse and then get harder yet? But sometimes this is where we find ourselves. Overhearing our own voice muttering to God, “I feel so alone.” But in this wasteland His hand is still on mine, softly reminding me that what I see is only a shadow and the sun is yet to come. He draws my heart back to the wilderness where I wandered years ago, “Did I not carry you there?” Yes, He did. He carried me through that desert, ever so gently, like a father bears His child in His arms. And so, in this new parched land, He entreats me not to be afraid or in dread because He will go before me once again. As in years past, He will be my closest companion. He will personally fight on my behalf. Will I believe Him? Will I trust that He seeks out a place before me to find rest? That He leads me both night and day? That He is faithful and will show me which way I should go? Truly, as I cry out to Him, my God will be my strength. And I will find refuge in Him. Then I said to you, ‘Do not be in dread or afraid of them. The Lord your God who goes before you will himself fight for you, just as he did for you in Egypt before your eyes, and in the wilderness, where you have seen how the Lord your God carried you, as a man carries his son, all the way that you went until you came to this place.’ Deuteronomy ­­ 1:29-31 (ESV) You are my blessed home, “where I can enter and be at rest even when all around and above is a sea of trouble” (Andrew Murray qtd in Myers) Myers, Ruth, and Warren Myers. 31 Days of Praise Enjoying God Anew. Mult- nomah Publishers, 1994.    Juliane Wiebracht is a homemaker in Longview, TX who shares God’s love with women who are incarcerated. www.himpowermagazine.com  9