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You cheated. You cheated since you first saw her. You made her think you were the only person who could understand her troubles and her vices. The only person who could understand that people didn’t want to help her, but wanted to help themselves. Only I could understand what was really happening. I understood how every time you would get close to her, her legs would quiver excitingly, or her serious face would transform into an expression of desire which hid her true feelings. The feelings of anxiety, thirst and dismay, which led to the destruction of her deserted ego. The closer you got to her, the more she felt like living in a world without you would be impossible. That made her weaker. That made her lose interest in more important issues… like her own life. She slowly crawled through a paradise of roses, which stabbed her body every time she moved. Smelling all of the fragrances and staring at the crimson landscape blinded her of the bloody situation.
And what did you want? Another prize for your jar? Because I don’t care what form you take, solid, liquid, or gas. You will always be there to stop her from being who she really is. You will stop her with all you’ve got, and she will never be able to stop you.
But with me, you’re in big trouble. I’m the hidden companion in her intellect. I’m the reminder of her repercussions. The echo in her dreams. The tracing blood behind her injured organs. With me, she can realize the problems you have caused. The hearts you’ve shattered, the paper you’ve burned. She will soon realize, that she doesn’t need your support, your promises, or your diversion. So be ready, because every time she screams, or deteriorates because of you, I will be right behind her, waiting for the exact moment… To finish you.
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