Allan says it was a burning sensation in his chest , a dry throat and a painful jaw over a few days . At first he thought he had an infection . He went to his GP in Te Puke , and then soon after he was on his way to Tauranga Hospital in an ambulance . In the Hospital ’ s Assessment Planning Unit he was feeling a bit better .
“ I felt like a bit of a fraud for taking up a bed in a busy hospital . I thought I should go home .” But blood tests were showing I ’ d had a heart attack and was exactly where I needed to be .”
Allan admits he was scared and nervous , worrying about what impact this was going to have on him long term .
“ Then my worry was had I had enough
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conversations with my wife about what ’ s important ? Had I said enough things so that life would go on for others if I wasn ’ t there ?”
So , as Allan lay in his hospital bed he talked with his wife about what he wanted if things went horribly wrong .
“ It was actually a relief to talk about those things . To stop that internal monologue about what ’ s going on by being able to talk to somebody about your fears and concerns . I think it was quite therapeutic .
“ It ’ s important to talk to people you love about what matters to you .”
Allan recalls it ’ s not the first time he ’ s been quite ill . When he was 17 he got Guillain-Barre , a syndrome that can
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cause progressive paralysis until you stop breathing . Back then , as he was being put into an induced coma , doctors told him he had a 50-50 chance of surviving . He woke up 28 days later and they said he was probably over the worst of it .
Allan says this experience was different . “ I think the biggest thing is when you ’ re 17 , you think you ’ re invincible and they say what might happen and you think - oh yeah . When you ’ re 58 , you suddenly go , I ’ m not invincible and I have to deal with this .”
Allan says hospital staff were great . During the Cardiac Rehabilitation sessions he went to after his heart attack they suggested he think about what he might want if the outcome wasn ’ t so positive .
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“ I mulled this over in my head . It ’ s good to have that conversation about what you would like ahead of time . It ’ s not just for you - it ’ s for the peace of mind of the people you love .”
And now , Allan is back fishing and being at the beach . He reckons that men his age shouldn ’ t wait for a heart attack to talk about what ’ s important to them with their whānau – “ get off your backside and do it now !” He ’ s in the process of writing his own Future Care Plan .
For more information about Future ( Advance ) Care Planning , talk to your GP or Practice Nurse , go to http :// www . advancecareplanning . org . nz / or contact Ellen Fisher at ellen . fisher @ bopdhb . govt . nz
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