(“ How past life revelations help in deeper understanding ”)
She saw herself as a young gal , deeply and madly in love with a man twice her age , a relationship her mother ( her mother-inlaw in her current lifetime ) strongly opposed . She had lost her father to a prolonged illness , when she was very young ( around 8- 10 years ) as there was a big age gap of around 25 years , between her mother and father . Her mother was raising her all alone , facing a lot of hardships . Later she married that man , who was twice her age , and already married unknown to her . Her mother had strongly opposed her marriage and pleaded her not to spoil her life , but she in the passion of youth and blind love abandoned her mother and moved away with her husband . Later she had a very tough life as a second wife , and her mother too had a very lonely life full of illness and hardships . She never came back , as she had that resentment against her mother to have opposed her marriage , and even her husband wont allow her to meet or render any help or support to her ailing old mother . A few years later her mother died of illness , poverty and loneliness .
Her husband too died early and ; she was soon kicked out , by her hubby ’ s first wife and , her sons . Having no place to go she at last came back to her dead mother ’ s abandoned home and lived a short painful lonely life unto her death . Each day she regretted her treatment towards her mother , and wished how she can undo all that hurt suffering and pain that she had given to her mother in her silly youthful passion . It was in those last moments of life that she understood , that all her mother wanted was to save her from a similar fate which she had bore , after death of her own father who too was very old compared to her mother , and had left her widowed at an early age .
(“ Acceptance helps . to make peace with the situation and , find ways to actually do what is required ”)
Later when she moved to ‘ Light ’, her ‘ Guide ’, appeared and explained that how she chooses to payback the “ karma ’ she had accumulated with her mother . Likewise it was also told that she