On this journey I also realized something that was otherwise impossible for me to understand, that if you love someone so much, then why sometimes there are negative emotions and fights and even separation happens. Since in all the lives I visited in my journey, it never ended well. One way or the other, every time I lost my love and started from the beginning in other life taking a different approach but the end result was the same, Separation. The separations, the pain are all worldly phenomenons, we make mistakes because these are the constraints of this human body and Maya( Illusion), also there are lessons to be learned.
I am in pain but also at peace, because now I know that my love is eternal and in this life or another, we will be united, it’ s just a matter of time and learning. Love is the only thing that goes with a soul beyond body, mind and realms. Once you experience love there is no going back, it can only increase in depth and intensity, one thing that we can do is to be wise and not derive anything negative out of it, because every emotion is a derivative of love, so its better to stick with the original than to resort to some negative derivative like anger or hate, to reduce the pain for the moment because in the end one has to realise the pure and original love, to move forward. So no point wasting life times or taking an unnecessary circle to reach the same point where we are already standing. Therefore I am moving forward with all my happiness and pain with hope of uniting with my one true love someday and with God.
Raghuraj Sinha IT System Administrator raghuraj. sinha @ yahoo. com