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HAYWIRE Issue 2 Fall 2013 was one of Holden’s only trusted adults, but this man proved himself unworthy of this trust. Holden clearly breaks down and this could be one reason of his breakdown. It seems that Holden gets so emotionally depressed because of his inability to cure the world, that he feels it physically too as seen in this quote,”...Right before I got to the door, I sort of passed out”(p.204). Holden really seems to face emotional and physical breakdowns because of his incapability of helping the world with its problem. Finally, at the end, Holden seems to have realized that, that is acceptable. Despite realizing that his dream will never come true, he still becomes jovial,”I felt so damn happy all of a sudden, the way old Phoebe kept going around and around. I was damn near bawling” (p. 213). Holden is by a carousel watching his sister going around on it. He realizes that it would be alright. Holden realizes that he could cherish the innocence while he had it and that it is okay if he cannot achieve the impossible. Holden becomes aware that he is not able to conserve the innocence and he realizes that, that is acceptable. Holden tries to preserve the innocence in youth and it becomes clear to him that he cannot through the song that he messes up, through the innocence he loves that gets destroyed, and through his breakdowns because of trying to fight this impossible battle. Holden messes up the words to this song that he secretly holds on to and this shows him that he had been wrong all along. He realizes through this that if he is going to try to fight against corruption, he cannot do it alone. Collage by Olivia Albrecht 11th grade Holden has many objects that he cares about that represents purity, and they all were destroyed. Holden also has breakdowns and these show him that conserving innocence is much too hard of a task for one man. Innocence is a good thing and purity is too, but change must occur. That is just the way that people and the world function. J.D. Salinger is trying to tell the reader that change is acceptable and natural, but society must be careful about the risk of corruption. Holden-isms A Holden Caulfield inspired rant By Patrick Toma, 9th grade So yesterday or the day before that, I’m not sure, I was sitting in school. You know being a normal student and all, and then out of the blue I was called on by the teacher. That damn teacher probably knew I wasn’t paying attention. I don’t blame him though, I mean if I was a teacher I would get annoyed by a student daydreaming or something like that. I don’t even remember what I was doing because it happens so often. I could be paying attention and writing on the science of life, or something like that and out of nowhere my brain decides to think about a chicken. I mean really a chicken, but it’s always something random, like a damn stupid chicken. So anyways, he called on me and naturally, I had no idea what he was talking about, hell, I barely knew what class I was in. So I just said what, and of course the class started laughing. The teacher then started lecturing me to pay attention or something. I swear that teacher thinks I’m retarded. I would too, though, I mean to have someone answer what or umm to every damn question you ask them, you would be very frustrated. But the funny thing is even as the teacher is lecturing me to pay ][