GirlGI | Girl Gone International GirlGI Issue 5 | Page 61

Jenn was diagnosed with a heart condition, Long QTS, which not only threatened her life but also her sense of identity. Determined not to lose herself to the condition, she set sail, away from the self-imposed doubt and limitations on a race around the world and faced the challenge of a lifetime. Never before have I been so in tune with my body and with my mind. 18 months ago I was telling a very different story. In 2011, I was diagnosed with an uncommon, life threatening heart condition called Long QTS. As a fit and active 29 year old, this news hit me hard. I was in love with exercise, training 5 times a week, cycling to work and enjoying active holidays. I thrived off all that activity and then bang, all of a sudden it all had to stop. Discovering I had Long QTS was a shock and a scare as the condition doesn’t carry symptoms and there is no cure. I had surgery to fit an ICD (implantable cardiac defibrillator), which was to be my lifeline if needed. The diagnosis and subsequent surgery put my life on hold and I was battling conflicting thoughts about my situation; I knew I should feel lucky but I didn’t. I had lost control of my life and I was completely out of my depth emotionally.