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CELEBRITIES WHO INSPIRE Photo by Hosea Johnson “Who wouldn’t want to be one of the players? At the time, it was very hard to take,” she said. But along with lows, there have been so many highs, it’s hard for her to pinpoint just one. “Carnegie Hall was a big one,” she said. “One of my favorite roles was probably Zelma Bullock in What’s Love Got to Do With It?” Among her highs and lows, she was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 1997. “When I was young, people would laugh and say, ‘that Jenny is crazy,’” she said. “I think people who become entertainers have a kind of extra ‘edge,’ and I never knew it meant something was wrong.” As the AIDS epidemic began to take the lives of around 200 of Jenifer’s friends, her grief was so great that she literally “broke.” She knew she needed some kind of help. Photo by Eric Charbonneau After her diagnosis, Jenifer has kept her disorder “level” with medication and therapy. “If it’s left untreated for too long, there can be real problems,” she said. “I’m glad I got help, and can continue to enjoy my life.” She appeared on The Oprah Winfrey Show in 2007 and discussed her experience with bipolar. “I had no idea I was ‘coming out,’” she said. “I wasn’t ashamed of it.” But after her disorder became public, people began coming to her, talking about themselves or people they loved who also dealt with a mental illness of some kind. “I continue to talk about it because for so long, mental illness was a taboo in the world, but it’s something that needs to be addressed. No one should have to be too embarrassed to get help,” she said. Jenifer was chosen to receive this year’s American Black Film Festival Career Achievement Award in New York. And she recently completed a screenplay with writing partner, Nathan H. Williams, which she describes as “Auntie Mame meets The Blind Side.” And to top it off, she is writing her memoirs, to be published by Harper Collins in 2016. “I owe what I’ve accomplished to everyone who has been in my life,” she said. “If just one thing had been different, I wouldn’t be where I am at this moment. If my classmates had not elected me president, if I had gotten the part on Saturday Night Live, if I had taken different classes in college. One thing can change everything. “I had the courage to pursue my dreams because my family, teachers and friends encouraged me,” she said. “If you love something, nothing can keep you from it.” 73 SAVVY I SOPHISTICATED I SASSY