Flumes Vol. 4: Issue 1, Summer 2019 | Page 26

they wanted papa's paper because power isn't fair

and the war on drugs has failed us kids

gone hide under them stairs

don't look back now, them kids are cryin'

and they don't even know,

they cant make sense of

reasons why their papas gotta go.

the lights are flashing bright as hell

why can't they turn them off

four cop cars, and 4x4 truck?

there's children here, sir,

but we can tell, y'all don't give a fuck

bout the dinners we shared,

the time papa cut his hair

In the living room on the floor,

rolling round, play pretend

that papa is a superhero,

no monsters to be found,

but now when I look at papas photo

I still can hear the sound

of them crashing course through the door

and mama crying loud and pushing us

into that little room meant for brooms and hiding candy

from papa who wanted me to have a pretty smile,

but there he goes again, superpowers, standing in the door

faced away, arms behind, with his iron chin raised high above

too many little boys in blue who never learned to love.

For papa,

I love you.

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