Flumes Vol. 4: Issue 1, Summer 2019 | Page 61

Render Me Onto

By   Gary Beaumier

When I am turned to ash

sprinkle me on the

back of a cormorant

that I make migrate to a warmer clime

Shake me salty

on robins eggs

blue as the sky

and see me come spring

Sift my grit between your fingers

and toss me skyward

into a gust of south wind

Dust me on each corner of

our home that I may stay with

you a little longer

As for my recalcitrant parts

the ones you found so difficult in me

give them to the sea

and task it with my softening

to take as an apology

for my living days

Rub a little on the back

of your brown horse

brown as your eyes

so we may ride

a trail to no particular place

Spread a little of me in the paddock

fence posts crooked

from winters heaving

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